even thou' things may be busy for me right now, i WILL still find time to blog, haha...
it has become part of me i guess..

i keep all my hand-written diaries you know..hehe.. and i love rereading them over and over again..to reminisce the times, be it memorable or not.. before i 'upgraded' to become so IT-savvy, hahaa..
actually u dont have to be tat savvy to maintain a blog..cos it's so straightforward u dont even need a Dummies' guide :)

the difference is... u dont get pple reading ur diaries, but u get friends, to the extent of strangers reading ur blogs, haha..
i guess i better skim through whatever i've written in the past to make sure NOTHING negative about my job was written (but i'm quite sure most of them were, hehe...gotta delete them...to save my own ass ;)

it would be disastrous if some colleague comes up to me and say, "Aey, i've been reading ur blog u know..and....." ......(sweat sweat..) cos,
NOBODY MUST KNOW WHAT I WORK AS OR WHERE I WORK AT!!!!!!

yeah...*u shrug ur shoulders..and say "as if NOBODY KNOWS lor..."
hmmm...

no time for lunch today..
only got to eat around five..

UNNOURISHING INSTANT NOODLES


Vitasoy


the art of multi-tasking!!


*wonder wat's wrong with the contrast..

when people work really hard, they need food. LOTS of them..

it's Saturday evening and im stuck home setting Science papers!!
and this was when i realised my house has a dreadfully pathetic supply of food :(

1 Kg of Lindt chocolates from SouthAfrica!!!
wahahhaa......
it was from his dad.. hohoho....


found this in the fridge too. DARK CHOCOLATE!!! my fave!!!
just made a comment to dad after eating from that 1kg box of chocs that i love dark chocolates.. and he bought this the very next day!!! Lindt somemore!! *wahahhaha....DAD loves me!!!


found out that scoffing down too much chocolate can change the color of your eye whites...i shall stop the massacre

Cherry Tomatoes!!! i love them! all 10 of them @ one go..teehehe..


next on the list..Bubble gummies from JB..


cheese.....and more dairy pdts coming up...


MEIJI milk tastes simply heavenly..
*a digression: our household stocks up fresh milk of different brands.. BUT MEIJI is the one that would be opened and finished within 2 days straight...while the rest even celebrate the rare occasion to turn sour..
haha..kidding..
the Bottomline is..
MEIJI IS GOOD


dun try it if u hate the raw taste of fresh milk..
i dont like things too sweet.. *except bfs, haha

my table....
which is super messy...BUT u've just seen the NEATEST part of my room..


papers and books strewn all over
I'm seriously working hard wor....





EAT IT!!


i must finish setting the papers by tonight, so i could go out and enjoy MY LAST WEEKEND FUN before sch reopens next week..
MOM......!!!!!

time flies.....
when u are enjoying urself man.
having panic pangs last night again... my body is rejecting sch..again.. im more than sure i must leave the job before i go crazy. somehow it makes me feel like a weakling...2 more years is all i need to endure before my bond is fulfilled..but
i'm just worried i cant hold on tat long..
this is the path i've chosen, i know i have to be strong and look at things positively..
but after a relatively short period of just one year, i feel like i'm poisoned..beyond cure.. it's engulfing me..to the point that i cant even help myself, and nobody can too...
the emotional stress has killed the passion within me

one whole night has really made me reflect alot..
i've been running away..and now i know i cant run away anymore..i have to face it squarely.. blog entries revealing my thoughts, feelings have already been gradually outnumbered by those of activities, photos, shopping stuff, food and more food.. a sign that i've already lost touch with my inner musings? or a sign that im running away..from reality..

baring very personal stuff here can leave me in a very vulnerable state.. u never know who is reading what.. and people might think im losing my sanity...



i'm not.
and i will not let tat happen.

Hangover comes to me abit.. erm, slow?

woke up feeling very cold and heavy-headed.. body was aching and so weak that i couldn't get off the bed. I feel like vomitting everytime i tried sitting up.
so in the end, slept till 230pm in the afternoon..
feeling much better now after downing 2 panadols *Haiz...

wonder if it was becos i drank too much on Wed night..hmmm

after that 2 glasses Cranberry Vodka was Kilkenny (which was SOOOOOO nice!!!! *slurp), Lime Vodka and then LongIsland tea (a treat from winston..think he's so good to treat me a drink? well....that was to blackmail him for something he'd said the previous night about SOMEBODY from SFC lor....wahahaa ;P

Samsung Funclub's 2nd Bday Bash @ Zouk..
Forgotten my camera *Darn!...
now have to leech from kiyomi's blog liaoo, buahahhaa....(just 2 okie? :p)
Group photo :D


kiyomi, winston and me!


kiyomi, me and zen!

as promised....

some photos from Kukup trip 19th June :D
cousin kaya and me

on the way to kellong

me and kaya 又自恋了buahaha...

reaching....!!

guess what?! a giant Jelly fish!!





dont ask me what this is called...bridge?! but one thing i know...super high and super scary...having cold feet....haha


somemore the sign makes u more scared lor...

stepping out....*gulp..

some houses on kellong...



went to their school and sneaked into one of their classrooms, wahahhaa...

my brother's worst nightmare would be spotting his photos up in my blog, haha...anyway, realised there arent ANY that show his face lor....
is he such a photography freak?!!?!?

i love this photo!!!

I'm SUPER CHAO-TAHHHH......

now i have 2 contrasting skin tones....ARGHHHHH!!!!! and i've got no long hair to cover up!!!! WAIL*

went Malaysia over the weekend...
the first day, with Esther, SiaoLang and dear..
and on sunday, with my family members :)

Saturday 18th June
520am -- dear came over to my estate.. anticipated he would be late, so purposely asked him to come 15 mins earlier, heh....cos SiaoLang and Esther are coming to fetch us in his pick-up to NUS
(SiaoLang organised this trip for the NUS staff, so we have the kakis' priviledge of joining them :)

the original plan was to sit at the back of his pick-up..but
DARN!!
it started drizzling..

4 pple to squeeze in a 2 seater!!
cannot touch siaolang who was the driver, so i ended up sitting on dear's lap in the front..and my head was practically sticking against the 'ceiling' of the vehicle lor...
luckily it was only from S'goon to Potong Pasir and not NUS...or else, think his thighs would 'bichak'..

reached NUS Staff Club @ 615am
i guess photos do speak a thousand words...so i shall just let them do the blogging, buahahaha...

bored while waiting for the rest of the pple..SO, the best way to pass time, teeheehee....
me and esther


me and kel


...and off we went to Desaru Fruit Farm





ostrich in the middle of the fruit farm??


an ostrich egg can withstand 150kg!! *trying so hard to balance on the egg, wahhaha...
look at his darn boliao pose....


Kota TInggi!!!
Indian lady: "u better dun drop the baby nah!"






muahahaa.....

group...(kel, me, esther and siaolang)


Time for FOOD!!!
Lobster DaCan



and all he did was sleep, sleep and SLEEP....ZZZZZzzZZzZz


u all better dun 'bao-doh' me.. or else he'll come after me with a parang if he sees this..

overall, the trip has been really good..
felt i'm very much in LOVE once again, buahhahaa....too bad it was only a day's tour...
hmmm, maybe tats why huh...haha

and thank you SiaoLang for organising this trip!! YOz! great job!!
*p/s: his name is actually not siaolang la....tat was his nick...literally translated ;p

DO await 19th June's Kukup trip photos tomorrow or the day after :).....cannot blog liao....hands weak and eyes popping out....*yawn....ZZZZZzzzZZZZ

say GOOD BYE to my long tresses, WAIL*****

met evelyn and her fren, Pris for KTV @ Kster Chinatown.. hehe..
we were all crooning over Pris' hairstyle cos it was soooo nice! haha....
so she recommended us to the japanese hair salon KOJIMAYA @ Chinatown Point :)


10 bucks for a hair cut..every single cent's worth!!
not those QBhouse kind one okie....dun ever step into those....

i normally would never trust those 10-dollar kind of hairdressing salons..but Pris is a walking evidence of how good they were, so decided to give it a try.
but i guessed there was some kind of miscommunication between me and the hairstylist..(he's actually very good!)

i actually only wanted a trim....
but.....(he's still Cutting and Layering lor.....!!)

i ended up with almost LESS than half the original length i started with!!

guessed i hasnt gotten used to my new look..
*wonder if half of my soul went away with the hair....for i didnt quite know what to do after that...

was pacing up and down in the MRT station when i made up my mind to 'salvage' my SHORT HAIR GINA look by at least retouching my hair roots..
the highlighted streaks were done like last year..now half of my crown is in ash color and half, my original black..
aey Hey, i look like a fashion disaster!!

in the end, i went to another salon and asked for a retouching of my roots...
i specifically stated, "With the colors, I wanna look wilder ...BUT, not too drastic cos i'm a teacher.. U just try to make me Look more matured..."
(Short hair=gina...Gina=NOBODY chup... okok W, i know i long hair also nobody chup... but at least will chup more if i look older ;P)


me looking like a freaking cold siao cha bo


and TAH DAH...!!!
Front view

Right side

Left side and back view


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*i still miss the other half of my hair ....SobSob....*

long time since we went out together...

my family members!! haha..
went IMM with granny, uncle, aunt and cousin Kaya since i've got NO DATE..haha..no la..

took lots of photos becos IMM IS A SUPER .....B O R I N G place.

80% of the stores are furniture and electronic shops!!!! which i ultra HATE! ....unless im getting married and having my own house or something like tat....or dad's gonna SPONSER while i revamp my room for good....then i'll be more than delighted to shop there....



who cares?? I'm BORED!!!

nice deco!! but dunno wat theme...abit off-matched

*look!! a mini-me toilet bowl!!!

from the number of photos i took, u can rougly gauge how boring a place IMM was, haha....

but there is
one shop me and my cousin fancied.. DAISO..

wah...everything in that store is going at a flat rate..2 dollars!! wee wheet!!


me with some silly looking stuffed toy-hand bags(??)

getting a little bit too lame..

kaya and me on our way back..


see what i've bought??
super cute 'dry battery' boxes!! one for me, one for him ;p

this is for him..wooden samurai swords, haha.....they are sooo tiny, CUTE!!