Okay...
i'll eat
i'll eat
i'll eat MORE.

too many people have been telling me i've lost weight.
:(

ever since school term started 4 weeks ago, i have been skipping most of my lunches. Cos for some days, there is simply NOT enough time for my meals..
130pm end class, 130-140pm duty, 145pm reach staff room.. After buying food from canteen 150pm. 5 minutes to goggle up the food and prepare for supplementary classes at 200pm.
My free periods? yeahh.. like 830am in the morning. how to have lunch???
One word: Pathetic
There are times when i rushed like mad through my meals in the staff room and tears just flow down my cheeks cos i was feeling so damn sorry for myself.. why cant i even have a proper meal :(
5 minutes to finish a pack of rice.. tat's a feat.


The 3 tell-tale signs i can monitor easily to know i've lost weight are,
- the baby fats on my cheeks gone
- my wrists becomes thinner
- boobies shrink
EEEYEUKSSS i DONT WANNNNNNA!!!!!

why cant the face just remain slimmer but the boobies stay that way? haaa.. i dont have much to start with in the first place already :(
haha..


Anyway,
there is still no excuse for skipping my lunches i know.
For now, I do make it a point to eat properly whenever possible.